i am ready

I am ready

For Divine synchronicities 

to flower open the path 

I am meant to walk on. 

My heart has sat 

In the passenger’s seat for too long 

& my mind is a volatile captain. 

What is it to share my truth unapologetically?

To care, but not care 

about people’s validation 

& ever-changing whimsical opinions. 

It is a matter of choosing, 

Choosing focus, choosing to create

A safe landing space for Self 

That we can always return to. 

In the universe that lies within me

In the infinite space between the atoms 

Of my being, how do I create home? 

When I am home, 

I can walk others home 

And it will be an easy, welcome 

walk through the woods 

Because I have been lost many times before

And now I trust I will always be found. 

When I stop, place a hand on my heart 

And breathe into the truth of Who I AM, 

It does not matter what scene plays out around me

I am centered, secure in the safety of the only one

That will never leave me, 

My own inner being 

It has been a brutal lesson to learn 

Being left by every type of love 

So I would not rely on the belief of others

To anchor my wayward soul. 

To know yourself is to experience 

Your reflection through a million different eyes

And finally arrive a humble puddle 

At the the feet of Mystery. 

To lie helpless and trembling 

In a pool of ‘not knowing’ 

& fully surrender 

The fallibility of your mind 

To find the stability of your soul. 

When you allow yourself to be truly lost

The path finds you. 

When you allow your heart to truly break open

Love becomes you. 

Are you ready?